Feeling Guilty

I almost didn't want to post this because I just feel really bad about it. I didn't do my workouts Friday/Saturday or Sunday. My cousin got married this Saturday so I had to run home and be there this weekend. So Friday after my classes got done, rather than do my workout like I had intended to do before, instead I just felt so tired from water aerobics that I just immediately started packing to go home. Saturday was a day filled with joy, laughter, and no work out. There didn't seem to be time for it what with the wedding and then my lil brother getting ready to go off to Washington D.C. for 2 months.

And then yesterday when I got back home I dawdled around. I told myself that I was giving myself a well-deserved break and preparing for the work I had in store. As a whole I did feel much better and prepared to tackle the 10 pg paper I had to work on and have ready for today.

While I do feel bad about missing out on my work out days, what I hate most is that I hadn't been eating well in those couple days. It's like...as soon as I go home it's just whatever is around. And my parents are exactly the most healthy of eaters. And they drink mtn dew all the time. And while I haven't had mtn dew in a couple weeks I did indulge in one can. And then on the drive back home I had another. And I just knew. I knew! it was bad for me, but I just fell back into my routine.

Gah...it's so frustrating :/

Here I had made progress and then I stumbled back on what was my routine before...

Well today is Monday so here are my obligatory pics. Though I'm not happy with them.

My current weight is: 188.2 lbs
My current Waist measurement is: 36"
My current Hip measurement is: 42"
My current Thigh measurement is: 27"

I'm not happy that I gained back the weight I was so ecstatic about losing :/ But being honest about this and owning up to it is good. At least me being pissed at myself will actually make me do the workouts. So there's that.